I've always wanted to write a blog but never been too sure where to start or how to start. Another reason why I never really started a blog is because I hardly find the time. Trying to juggle my studies, jobs, social-life, family, friends altogether can be hard work and stressful, but what I always try to remind my self is everything today is for the future.
I do have days where I think to myself, that I would love to drop everything and go hide in a corner however the amazing people I have around me, always gives me that push and remind me of what I advice others to do. My mother is a HUGE motivation and inspiration she's not only shown me what struggle is but also what winning is. My main aim is to make her proud of me so she can relax and not have to work anymore.
I'm only 3 months into my first year of university and I just want to race till the end of the three years so I can graduate. In the last four years, I've watched a lot of my old school peers have their journey through university and although I was proud, I always told myself that there was no point me going to university to study. I had that no understanding of it all. Giving myself that push last year I finally found the courage to complete my access course and apply for university and I now wish I did the university journey 3 years ago.
It's better late then never, I suppose and I am looking forward to the rest of the journey with as much positives as I can fit in.
I never like to say bye as I believe it means forever. So instead I say, talk to you soon.
Shanise. xo
